geez today, i had math tuition!! loved it so much, got to chat a little here and there with my tuition mates. still cant find another person to go for econs tuition leh... aiyo now its only a girl and me attending tuition. which is quite fun, sort of think-pair-share too!

shuks again, i forgot to ask for their phone numbers. oops. i keep forgetting this and that and this and that! anyway, tml there will be photoshoot for the rugby team! finally. and of all timings it has to be at 6pm, which means i cant got for FOP friday session. shuks. thought i could go lor. but it is better to be present for the photoshoot, thought of rushing down but school is just too far awway! plus i will need to have a good bath and get ready before going to Kallang, which will definitely take a very long time, so long till i would not have enough seats for me to seat. thats one thing good being an usher. you get to have a seat guranteed! and since we are serving on the floor, where the main suests are seated at, we will get to have a good place near to the band!! :D but sadly to say, i can only go for the sunday morning session which is not even FOP, but our church anniversary instead! sat night and sunday night will be busy, and friday night was the only night available. but looks like i cant even go for a single one! aww man....sob i was so looking forward to this event!

all i can do is pray for the ushers that they would not encounter any problems during serving, cuz not only our own church members will be there. plus the previous FOP was so good! the speaker was good, the praise and worship was so powerful! the only downside was that i was wondering when was my church pastors going to take the stage.

geez i feel so...naggy nowadays. like complaining about everything under the sun. looks like singapore is not that interesting anyway. for a typical singaporean student, its just the same old routine everyday, compared to tourists where they get to savour all the nice food, tour around and enjoy life while the students are slogging their ass out in school. especially now in JC, commitment is such an important word and students are always staying back till so late in school, the school has practically become our first home, instead of being our second home. in the wee hours of the morning, students will be streaming to school. when the sky is dark, you see students streaming out randomly heading home. life's tiring but it has to go on!

Labels: church, school

i included this new thing, the count up timer!! i know this timer will last forever, its never going to stop. its just gonna go on and on and on...

Labels: My Darling

nothing beats coming back home and having a nice dinner. after all the school, the studies, rugby, i am finally back home. nowadays having spare time seems to be getting harder and harder. now, even national day is already taken up, just hoping for more school holidays to sprout out, school holidays means more time.

gone were those days where i could go to british council, sit on the sofa outside the classroom and play psp till my friends arrive, then we start chatting together before over-participating in class. last time, i stil had time to go swimming for hours, bask in the hot sun till i got cooked. but now, life's so hectic, running here and there for events and classes and extra classes or other commitments. its no wonder why i am having dark rings round my eyes.

These days, my mind has been filled with nothing but "if"s if only i had time. if only i can go to sentosa now and just lie on the beach. so many 'if's now i am just trying to keep my mind occupied with a few stuff.

oh great today training was okay, just that my toe is super painful now. for all the previous trainings, i have been stepped on umpteen times and they are all not as painful as this man. some skin fell off, and it was a little purplish? O.o

kinda cool and strange eh?

Labels: home, rugby, school

Today, we had National Education!! actually its just kinda boring.

oh please we had to sit on the floor for like 2 and a half hours??
we were informed last minute in the morning about the event??
We ended late by half an hour?? about 10mins inclusive of scolding because we are THE batch.

In my first day's in JC, we were told not to anyhow help out with community services or provide our services before going through apporval from our teachers and the dean or something along that line. we are not allowed to do flagday and so on because it is a waste of time (to us i suppose).
Doesnt this mean that we are rather "precious" over time usage?

then if the JC sets such a high expectation, why in the world are we informed so late about the event? we got the news only early in the morning, first lesson, physical education. explain. The event time span is so long and we had to wait, because we ended school at 1.30pm. fine i will just live with that. not being informed on whats coming up? now i dun find this acceptable. we are going to stay back till 5+pm even though we end school at 1.30pm and we do not know why and what are we staying back for>? then why should we have the courtesy to stay back? i dont quite see the point on staying back for an unknown reason. plus all the info i had was: stay back from 3-5 today.

well i wouldnt say my day went fantastic. it just kinda got ruined for the second half of the day, its the only break i have for the entire week.

Labels: school

today i had rugby training, dunno why my left leg still hurts when i jog, haven the shin splin healed yet... walking is fine, last week even if i walked, it would be painful. bleh. bear with the pain, bet it will go off someway somehow.

yeah the monday blues got the better of me, kept falling asleep during math lecture. total bore. already learnt those stuff anyway, just need to practice like mad. nearly fell alseep in chinese lesson too! tell you it was insane man. kept wanting to fall asleep, plus it was raining, what could be any better than to sleep?

anyway here is a music video that i love, its soo nice and professional! yeah man, wondergirls rivals, SNSD has taken over their place in my mind. their songs are really good man. so wanna get the music video instead!! wonder where to find it...



project work is so sickening, so much stuff to do, so little time. already did all i can to get the work done already, now is left with all the replies that i am gonna receive. thats all.

Festival of praise is this friday yeah!! time to gear up!! :D

uh lets see this is like early preparation or something? here to promote YOG anyway :P

Labels: school, scouts, youtube

woa dunno what to post about leh. anyway school is just about to start again. cant wait for the holidays!! just done with my EoM for the third time, screwed it up after not following the template. just did up one more draft follwing the template. oh god i so need heavenly wisdom now. so many problems to resolve, plus i have emails to send out, matters to settle, plus Festival of Praise is coming up, getting tired and worn out, but i think i am going to serve at least once out of the 2 services that i will be going! going for the friday night and sunday night one, plus i will be going for sunday morning, happy anniversary to City Harvest for rapid growth for 20 years!! but thats not the end for i know we will still grow more in His name!! :D

seriously i feel so speechless!! its like nothing that interesting in my life lidat leh. or maybe i am not paying close attention enough to those small parts of my life, all those teeny weeny pebbles in between the huge boulders. lets see what can i possibly update you about my life... yeah i know!! i wanna have more tuition! somewhat, this sounds really crazy, but i prefer having tuition like way way way more compared to school. just feel so much better at tuition. can concentrate better, more fun :) its such a big difference if you compare JC to secondary, the teachers are so much more caring!!

anyway i have this video from youtube, its quite funny!! yeah man! customers deserve better services and i feel we should make our voices heard

Labels: funny, school, youtube

anyway i was chatting on sms with bernice, then i forgot how, but i decided to update those old videos of me playing some piano songs, so i wondered when could be the best time to take a video of myself playing the piano just like before. the answer was, tonight.

here are the existing videos, i put them one after another, the one in front is the older one. obviously, the newer videos have way better video and sound quality. WAY WAY better. the difference is between a 2 megapixel camera phone to a 8.1 megapixel camera phone.

First one, Suna no Koe...

old version:


new version:


Second, Kimi to Boku

old version:


new version:


Third, Pachabel Canon in C

old version:


new version:


Fourth, Shikai no Kodoku

old version:


new version:


Fifth, this is the new song, i failed the recording 5times okay!! sickening one. the rest was just one shot.

Labels: piano

today, i had rugby training, Mr Kwok was not there, but we still trained as per normal, more slack though. sooo tired out! after all the running about here and there, going for lessons, tuition, think i am more of mentally tired than physically tired.

went back home, sat on the sofa and watch news lethargically, then i had a good bath before heading downstairs to play piano!! its been quite sometime ever since i touched it lor. i am really really busy, life's so hectic.

condolences to the 2 students from my school who died. i shall not talk anymore about it.

dad bought a new gundam model for me! cuz everytime i go to my favourite shop, i always stand outside as it is already closed and look at the beautifully done up models in awe. Today, so happen the shop was open and he went there to check it out, got me this model that was just released yesterday in Japan!! so cool man...

Labels: school

there are so many "finally"s in this week lor. guess life is short. and its getting shorter as pollution is getting worse and worse in this world of ours. cant imagine living for 200 years when it was a loooooong time ago.

school results look so depressing!! shuks man gotta catch up with my studies, every time after rugby training, just no mood to study!! plus i will be having headaches and too lethargic to study. after all the intensive training under the hot sun, who has the mood to study?

finally seeing the light for project work, the end is drawing near but the proposals are lookin' good! plus i got to count myself lucky to be able to find people more well versed in my topic, went to Central Library and only found 2 books that has information on it, really really short information. plus the books cannot be borrowed out.

on sunday, i got to go out with my darling!! (Finally) its kinda rare, plus last sunday, i was serving as external traffic usher, under the blistering sun and glaring rays, the exterior of expo hall 8 felt like a microwave man. X.x then i saw Pastor Kong's car!! its an old Audi car. really old and not polished. but its still so cool!! he has police escort and a chauffeur man... if only i could have one. maybe i should let my maid learn to drive then she can drive me. then i sit at the back with shades, cross my arms. cool!! :D daydreaming.

back to topic, sunday went to walk walk with HER, went to the newly opened Orchard Central. it has so little shops that are open!! cant wait for the other giant mall to open, Ion at orchard. looks damn cool man. all the high class boutiques. yeah! i can see see for now, hope i can afford next time :P went to cafe gelare to relax, ate my long missed ice cream with hot waffle topped with chocolate!! woots! i lurve it!! took a picture together!! (actually we took alot, i mean took alot of tries before one turns out the best)

Labels: church, daydream, My Darling, outing, school

OK FINALLY i get the time to update blog. tonight, so tuition so its kinda boring.... how i wish there was tuition. stayed at home, study study study. flung my mid years!! haiz how i wish i could have done better lor.

oh great have like 2 swollen parts at my eyebrows there...training training *smash! then have liao.

aiya... nowadays, school is nearly back to normal, beside for the temperature taking twice a day. tml, gonna serve as external traffic usher so i guess i better wear something lighter! thought of wearing long sleeve summore lor...until i was told its gonna be external.

wanna go out so badly!! just need a breather from studies lor. its just so sickening to fail in something. don't you think?

life is just as per normal so far, just cant wait for Festival of Praise!! my favourite event :D last year's was awesome, hope this year will be even better!! if only i can grow wings and fly, fly above the horizon, hopefully not fly into any buildings. just wanna daydream away from all the troubles in this world

Labels: daydream, school

caught up with all my stuff for now...having a really bad headache, so i am not gonna blog for tonight, guess i will have to update it tml then, when my headache gets better

added the link to the playlist with the full songs

too busy to update now, getting reeally caught up with work and revision.

not really in the best of moods.

i updated the song list, now i changed it to auto play, the first song is my personal favourite, dunno whether you guys will like it :P for me, i do lvoe orchestral songs, feel so good! dunno why but sometimes, they make my hair stand. O.o

will be compiling all the anime series i have posted to somewhere else and throw in the links instead, guess my blog is getting too complicated lor.

Guess what! i saw the moon so bright on thursday night!! took this picture after tuition. tuition was great! afterall we did differentiation and i am quite sound in that part. bleh overall, i still hate math. its just a combination of numbers from 0-9 then show in some alphabets.



the bright dot in the sky is the moon! full moon! its kinda rare. sort of.

gee have to manage the cell group blog too and it seems as though i have no idea what to say!



took this pic off anthony62390 some guy on photobucket, just so happen i saw this pic and it looks so wonderful! love colour splashes :D

this video is kinda old, but please enjoy!! its quite funny :)

Labels: changes to template, tuition

waaa the whole tv is all about Michael Jackson!!
anyway gotta give tribute to the King of Pop, he really has such a wonderful voice...Dad's busy watching the memorial concert or service cant remember what its called now on TV, he taped it too :P

just a random pic i took in my garden...



school's back in and the workload is coming in real fast! homework luh tutorials....lectures....today we had mass lecture on GP, finally, my JC decided to teach Application Questions. the best part of today was the Movie Review section for our 4-hour long, crazed GP mass lecture in the hall! total madness....sit on the floor til my left leg went numb.
we watched the movie, The Green Mile. Its superb movie, 5 Stars out of 5!! i loved the movie! afterall its based on an actual incident. Shan't tell you anymore, just gonna tell you its a really really old show, but so worthwhile watching.

after that went for macs for lunch before going back to school for class photos. my ST was absent, but apparently the photographer is gonna photoshop her in O.o thats kinda cool.

mum cooked salmon stomach for dinner!



have to chiong my project work. bleh gonna have to redo the EoM, apparently i did it wrongly. as usual.

Labels: school

Hello!! Happy Youth Festival!! :D was busy studying for my mid year exams, just hope the results dont turn out tragic :P
have to hope for the best. how i wish the holidays can last forever....

anyway, guess i have to start tuning back to the schooling routine, rush here rush there. bleh so tired of it!!

nothing much happened for the past few days, have been busy with my errands so yeah. hmmm suddenly, everything is becoming so rush, guess the workload is piling up and i need to buck up! slacked so much in term 2 till my results took a looooong dip.

suddenly feel like meeting up with my old friends, so long haven got to seen my secondary classmates or my tuition buddies :P

Labels: school