zomg this week was pretty boring!! like nothing much came out of it xD the only thing i remember of this week, is headache. Somehow don't seem to be getting sufficient rest and all, spend my weekdays working! Weekends aren't any slacker than weekdays, but i always try to catch some beauty sleep on sunday and monday. Of which...doesnt seem to be happening :P well good thing is that this week i have no piano lesson! you know sometimes because you think that there isnt lesson so you can slack off and not practice as much, although obviously that isnt a good mindset to have, you find yourself being able to lead a much less stressful life because then, i wouldnt be thinking/worrying during work that shuks! i need to practice piano when i'm home! gah but this week has been a pretty confusing week for me! like i spent most of the time thinking, what in the world am i doing with my life, how is life like going to be in May because then, school would be starting and all. I feel kinda bad if i simply study all the way and not take up a job, but then again there's the consideration of joining a CCA (co-curricular activity) in Uni and all. :)

magically, april seems pretty alright! like i dont have that many events and all....although everyone knows that usually the week before, suddenly boomz have to do this, boomz have to do that and Tadaaaaah! after what you would have thought that it was going to be a relaxed week, you're bogged down with lots of errands of sorts! plus this month, i'm super broke. Seriously all i am waiting is 7 April, when i get that payday of mine!! so I'm really hoping that i can finish up all my working in march and get that paycheck, fufill building fund, and hopefully have some extra that i can spend on myself! It sucks when you're working hard and all, always having headaches due to lack of sleep (speaking of which, clubbing tmr. how to survive?) and yet you still need to exercise self control knowing that you cant spend! I always believe that one should reward yourself after working hard HAHA maybe that's the reason why i'm fat lolol nah but i'm lucky enough to be working with really wonderful girls, and such sociable guys!! like Thank God we can click so easily, which then makes work so much more fun and less of a drag :) Desperately want to find ways to destress, i dont know, used to watch animes to de-stress, but they dont really seem to be working nowadays! plus it sucks that i am thinking so much again x.x and the surprising fact, despite thinking so much, life just simply goes on. more surprising, i know that but still can't stop myself from thinking/worrying too much!

yep yep this week is a pretty short post! My nerfing and plstic modelling hobbies have to be put on hold due to lack of $kaching$ and i need time to grab more materials too! :( time - something that i dont quite have now. Let's just psycho myself that life will get better! roar! it's so annoying when you see your nerf projects put on hold, its like having those creative juices to piece something together, but yet not being able to. But i'm still glad that i get to work with really really nice and awesome people in awfully chocolate, the part timers are really fun alright! :))