oh well feeling so lonely. Darling off on a HOLIDAY FUN TRIP WITHOUT ME. yeps. raining so heavily and i got caught in the rain lor. yesterday, i went to deb's birthday celebration! we...ate lunch? and talk and talk and talk.
woa last night waited for hours for darling to go online man...w=by the time she was online which was 11:57pm, i already felt like sleeping. managed to chat for some time first though.
its been so long since i met charlene and sarah...hmmm wonder when then can sia.
anyway, i got the chance to retain! thats to put it nicely. to put it in a harsh manner, i suck. reallllly bad. obviously, forced to retain. if i have a choice, i would rather go poly. obviously my parents are soo against it, so last night, i just zipped my mouth and filled up that damn form. well if you ask me whether i prefer to promote or retain, i would choose retain lor. reason being i want a really good foundation and the right study methods first before getting myself killed in the As. hopefully i can do well....
geez wonder when is gonna be the next time i can go for rugby training man. its been so long since i have been able to go. so bound down by my parents..
i just sooo wish darling can faster come back safely. so miss chatting with her. -.- better than now, having to attend school while she is happily enjoying her life. didnt expect JC life to be this way man. frankly speaking, i came into PJC with a blank mind. its like 'duh' i wanna go poly, already planned out everything and now i get a nasty surprise of going to JC? well the best of JC, is friends. nothing can beat that man! feeling more bonded to the class liao. but its kinda sad mong has to leave so fast.
i just hope i can start the year right next year. whichever way i am going, i just hope the Lord can lead me the best and happiest path of my life. uh as in having a balanced life lah! come to think of it if its happiest path, i will just be a couch potato and game all the way!! yosh!!
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